Okay so just quickly because there is no part of me that wants to be on the computer right now.
The good news is the cancer is Neurendocrine Pancreatic cancer. This is the slower growing of the pancreatic cancer options.
Clearly I have a lot to write about that... like about how when everything is so bleak that hearing that my cancer is stage 4 pancreatic cancer is super exciting.
I will post more later but the sun is out, I had a shift such that now I can breathe better, and the gamble on my life is about years not months or weeks.