WOW. Holy shit. Woah!!!
Thank you to everyone who attended the healing sessions. Tonights was mens hands on and womens distance healing. I do not even think that I could begin to do it justice and also the details feel too sacred for words.
I wish that everybody could experience this sort of thing. I feel so lucky to be surrounded by so many people who I feel such a deep trust for that I feel totally comfortable laying my ailing body down in the middle of them and saying "do whatever feels right to you."
Prior to all of this starting. I felt so great about my community. I felt love and support, I knew my place, and I felt respected for things I wanted to be respected for. The one piece that I was unsure of was how to create healing in my community. How to manifest a sense of security within myself and others that if we were in need the community would come together to help. How to manifest healers and healing and ease of this exchange. I now know that all I needed to do was open my eyes and trust.
I went into this healing session tonight with a super baditude. I could barely drag myself to it. I was so busy feeling sorry for myself that I didn't even notice that most of the day the lingering pain in my left ribs had dissipated. I now feel renewed, rejuvenated, and ready to persevere on this journey. I also have a new plan and that is to take it slow like I said I wanted to. I am going to stop the supplements until I am in MA. For right now it is more important to me to feel as good as possible for my last days here and for my reuniting with my family later this week and the road trip to follow. My body has been through a lot this last week and is now integrating a major diet change. I think it deserves a break and I think that my overall feeling of well being will be more healing than the herbs for this week.