Monday, March 15, 2010
Shit Started Hitting The Fan
My condition started getting worse and worse after I got to MA. I couldn't really eat.
This photo I think was taken before I started chemo and before I was hospitalized.
The autumn was beautiful.... it was weird because I looked at the trees and knew they were beautiful but I couldn't feel it. I did not feel any connection with them. Numb. Depressed. Fear. Pain.